#maybe it’s from the dysphoria

[spitblaze]

You know I probably would have figured out something was up with me genderwise sooner if people assigned female at birth were not conditioned from a young age to absolutely loathe their bodies in order to sell beauty products and diets and unattainable standards

[chalpurnia]

Lately I tried to cosplay Lupin... I can better plenty of things (hair, makeup, trousers, socks, boots, general phisique) but I had fun

[roukabi]

Everybody loves a winner

so nobody loved me

[weedle-testaburger]

unironically I think 'none gender with left girl' is the best way to describe my gender

[redheadedfailgirl]

From 'Dream of a woman' By Cacey Plett.

This sums up exactly how I feel about most transition timelines. As much as they reflect people's experiences, they are also a narrative. And the narratives that get shared the most tell a lot about what our values are. The timelines that get the most attention are the ones where people go from sad, loser, nothing boys into beautiful women.

But if you go to /r/transitiontimelines or a similar place, and sort by controversial or look at what has the least likes, its people who made timelines when they still don't 'pass' yet. Even if they're happy as can be, that's not what people are looking for.

I think it says a lot about what people expect from trans women, that they only want to see us be beautiful. In some cases, that they want to believe they can be beautiful. So there is no value in trans life if you're not beautiful.

[mamawasatesttube]

heres how t4t timkon can still win.

[thefloatingstone]

This one goes out to my fellow ADHD and Autistic fam.

Me: I think it would be fun to stream all of the Mass Effect trilogy and I am excited to finally do so when I can! I am gonna draw cute thumbnails and everything!

Mom: As long as it doesn't distract you from your work.

Me:

[dustcollectingbones]

EATING YOUR PROSTHETIC MEAT/MEET YOUR ANAESTHETIC CRITERIA PATHETIC SEEING YOU BECOME ACETIC

SAY MY NAME LIKE A SLUR BUT I'VE BEEN CALLED WORSE AND I'VE HEARD IT ALL BEFORE NO THIS IS ISNT A FIRST

LET ME BE THE VOID YOU FILL WITH TAXIDERMY FINGERPRINTS TAXONIMISE OUR DIFFERENCES

I AM QUANTUM PHYSICS, MY WITNESS BRINGS ME INTO EXISTENCE

I WISH I COULD BE A GIRL!!!!!!

[dangans-ur-ronpas]

doodle page of some hxh and some tonaegiri (and meeee <33)

close ups under cut

+ the original reference for the cunty togiri pose

[contagious-watermelon]

so, fellow aspec people, what are y'all's relationship to gay as an umbrella term? I've seen a lot of aroace people call themselves gay despite *technically* not being, and personally I've always been confused by that

(and also— I'd imagine that aroallo or alloace people who are gay for their other orientation would automatically include themselves with that term, but what about the arohets and acehets? how do y'all feel about the use of gay as an umbrella term?)

I'm just curious about other people's experiences bc i as an aromantic person feel rather uncomfortable being grouped in as gay because I've never been attracted to another man before, but anecdotally i seem to be in the minority

[skrunksthatwunk]

[non-un-topo]

Y'know how the first day of your period is always like I'm dizzy I'm nauseous there are noises everywhere I'm covered in sweat and I'm filthy I'm sitting in blood I want to take an ice bath I don't want anything at all to touch me ever I'm going to kill my family I'm going to pass out oh my god I can't breathe I'm in pain oh lord deliver us from evil? But don't worry, it's normal, girlie! You were made for this, queen 😉👑

[metamagic-adept]

its so wild to go back and read poetry that i wrote before i realized i was trans. suddenly seeing the (at the time) invisible layers to the theme of trying to feel at home in my body...

[meowsticmarvels]

we are so fucking back. despite intending to go into vlr/ztd spoiler free i could not handle it anymore and ended up spoiling myself on a few things (...not everything bc its Mostly just related to characters I care abt and im gonna try and gaslight myself into pretending I didn't see it anyway).

but oh my fucking god clocking phi as transfem in the first hour of vlr was some incredible foresight because she is even more transgender than I thought

original post here if anyone wants to see it or my additional reblog but god. im crazy

[splicejunction]

every year I’m like this is gonna be the summer I find shorts I don’t hate the way I look in and every year I fail and die badly the whole time it’s warm. this is why I’m fated never to be able to leave the bay area

[beebmo]

people online act like being trans is such a beautiful wonderful thing and that it’s soooo amazing that you get to become the person you want to be or whatever but i honestly can’t see it as anything but a curse for me in particular