#maybe it’s from the dysphoria

[squeeblub]

after lots of thinking (becoming the mayor of yapsville in discord vc w bro until we came to a consensus), i need to speak my truth.

solangelo is more fun if will is codependent and lowk a stalker

[spitblaze]

You know I probably would have figured out something was up with me genderwise sooner if people assigned female at birth were not conditioned from a young age to absolutely loathe their bodies in order to sell beauty products and diets and unattainable standards

[i-may-be-an-emu]

The way I go from literally sobbing uncontrollably to laughing and smiling because of sfth is so unfair and should be studied I think

[chalpurnia]

Lately I tried to cosplay Lupin... I can better plenty of things (hair, makeup, trousers, socks, boots, general phisique) but I had fun

[the-dye-stained-socialite]

so! i was going through @thedeafprophet 's blog yesterday (specifically their rory posts) and saw this:

from about a year ago! and since rory still doesn't have a tattoo yet, i thought i might try my hand at designing her one! so! nudity (just back and ass) under the cut, here's what i ended up designing!!

(the heart is just to show heart shape)

i imagine with Monsterous Anatomy and how far along her transformation is, the stars in her tattoos would behave similarly to how a real curator's wing stars would! whether faintly glowing, or moving with the season, or just being very neat!!

The base would be connected to her shoulder muscles, and give the faint illusion of them actually flexing!

[weedle-testaburger]

unironically I think 'none gender with left girl' is the best way to describe my gender

[redheadedfailgirl]

From 'Dream of a woman' By Cacey Plett.

This sums up exactly how I feel about most transition timelines. As much as they reflect people's experiences, they are also a narrative. And the narratives that get shared the most tell a lot about what our values are. The timelines that get the most attention are the ones where people go from sad, loser, nothing boys into beautiful women.

But if you go to /r/transitiontimelines or a similar place, and sort by controversial or look at what has the least likes, its people who made timelines when they still don't 'pass' yet. Even if they're happy as can be, that's not what people are looking for.

I think it says a lot about what people expect from trans women, that they only want to see us be beautiful. In some cases, that they want to believe they can be beautiful. So there is no value in trans life if you're not beautiful.

[mamawasatesttube]

heres how t4t timkon can still win.

[latelylately]

going insane over genly's sex/gender crisis during the fortelling. if it were a female envoy i bet the imagery would have been phallic, but instead it's a traumatic sequence of deep-seated yonic horrors

[thefloatingstone]

This one goes out to my fellow ADHD and Autistic fam.

Me: I think it would be fun to stream all of the Mass Effect trilogy and I am excited to finally do so when I can! I am gonna draw cute thumbnails and everything!

Mom: As long as it doesn't distract you from your work.

Me:

[dustcollectingbones]

EATING YOUR PROSTHETIC MEAT/MEET YOUR ANAESTHETIC CRITERIA PATHETIC SEEING YOU BECOME ACETIC

SAY MY NAME LIKE A SLUR BUT I'VE BEEN CALLED WORSE AND I'VE HEARD IT ALL BEFORE NO THIS IS ISNT A FIRST

LET ME BE THE VOID YOU FILL WITH TAXIDERMY FINGERPRINTS TAXONIMISE OUR DIFFERENCES

I AM QUANTUM PHYSICS, MY WITNESS BRINGS ME INTO EXISTENCE

I WISH I COULD BE A GIRL!!!!!!

[hey-heigo]

doodle page of some hxh and some tonaegiri (and meeee <33)

close ups under cut

+ the original reference for the cunty togiri pose

[contagious-watermelon]

so, fellow aspec people, what are y'all's relationship to gay as an umbrella term? I've seen a lot of aroace people call themselves gay despite *technically* not being, and personally I've always been confused by that

(and also— I'd imagine that aroallo or alloace people who are gay for their other orientation would automatically include themselves with that term, but what about the arohets and acehets? how do y'all feel about the use of gay as an umbrella term?)

I'm just curious about other people's experiences bc i as an aromantic person feel rather uncomfortable being grouped in as gay because I've never been attracted to another man before, but anecdotally i seem to be in the minority

[skrunksthatwunk]

[non-un-topo]

Y'know how the first day of your period is always like I'm dizzy I'm nauseous there are noises everywhere I'm covered in sweat and I'm filthy I'm sitting in blood I want to take an ice bath I don't want anything at all to touch me ever I'm going to kill my family I'm going to pass out oh my god I can't breathe I'm in pain oh lord deliver us from evil? But don't worry, it's normal, girlie! You were made for this, queen 😉👑

[metamagic-adept]

its so wild to go back and read poetry that i wrote before i realized i was trans. suddenly seeing the (at the time) invisible layers to the theme of trying to feel at home in my body...